Ok boys and girls - this is my first published poem. I found I get the most out of myslef when I write, it gives me a creative and descriptive way to express my feelings. SO HERE WE GO!

JUST CONFUSED

A place in my mind, cluttered with fears; every little thought followed by tears.

Emotions consume me, overtake my thoughts; it seems so real, how could it be not?

Coincidence it could be, I would never know; it exhausts me to imagine it may be so.

A deep breath is all I can take; frightened to do more, for my heart will break.

Trying to forget it, just put it away; hide it in that place and hope it will stay.

Forcing my mind, damaged and frail; not to say anything and my face goes pale.

My heart thumps hard, weary and, sore; all this anxiety, I can't handle much more!

But, how could I believe what's real and what's fake?; a decision this big is a choice I can't make.

And to keep you happy, to keep you mine; that's my single wish, my only wish, every time.

No hunger for food, no desire to eat; no restfull nights to keep me off my feet.

Pacing in circles, wearing holes in the floor; asking if I missed something, or do I need more?

So many questions, so far from the end; twisted somewhere in the middle, which truth I will defend.

Well, THE END!!!! Youhoo82