Now that I gave you a foundation on the story between me and the man I love, i want to start sharing the journal I kept from the beginning till now. Enjoy the ride! Wow, I cannot believe its been since November that I began getting to know you and pretty quickly growing attached to you. I've noticed that each day it gets harder and harder to disguise the way I feel for you, and I don't ever want to push you away by revealing those feelings. Since I first started feeling closer to you, I prayed and prayed and kept reading the bible, carefully selecting passages that pertained to me and my