Exit signs

Ever since my right leg was amputated everytime i go to the malls or enter a building the first thing i always look for are exit signs. Why? because i have this fear in my mind that in case of an emergency like fire, earthquake or terrorism strikes i won’t be able to get out. That if stampede happens i could escape faster than others because i already know the exit and i don’t have to run anywhere else. Since i cannot run as fast as the normal person that’s why i really need to get in the exit door as fast as i could or i will be left behind and the worst scenario is i would be run or step over by rushing people. I need to be careful now wherever i go because there are so many things i need to accomplish in my spiritual and family life and i’m not yet ready to go.