Today is going okay i almost fell asleep in english class. And the only thing keeping me awake now is thinking about what i am writing. I can't stop thinking about eric because i know i shouldn't but i just can''t help it there are so mand things going on in my life i just don't think i'd be able to keep him happy and i don't think i'd be happ with him anyway maybe thats bad but my sister thinks hes trash i know i should listen to her more often maybe i will start now.

<3kristin